Tell me how not to be stardust

Because it is all I eat. sleep. breathe.

I want you to tell me how to fade 

into nothing

Sink back into that place where

it all began

Before there was you or me

Or sun or sky

When life wasn’t life at all

Not even a dream, or a concept 

Just space, trying to condense itself

Trying to create time,

Waiting to explode